February 2012
Twista ft. Do Or Die - Do You
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There's something I wna say about you,
but I don’t know. Maybe it’s writer’s block. It’s like I have so many things to say, but they’re all mixed up in my head that I can’t get a hold of them clearly. Ugh, I hate when I make it hard to express my thoughts.
Note to self.
Biggest goal throughout this whole year - save up minimum of $600. I need at least $100 in 3 months. Gotta start hustling, lol. Especially since money comes slow and leaves fast.
So I guess my parents don’t want to pick me up.. I hate sleeping over someone’s house that I’m not close with. It’s like damn wtf do I do now? I have this big ass headache and I could barely bare it. What’s even going on right now. There’s a battery clock in this room and it makes that ticking noise every fckn second. I’m damn near bouta play music on my...
These past couple of days have been great. Friday was good & bad. I was happy cause I put all my problems aside that day, but I had a couple friends upset and it affected me too /: Well softball practice was good. Posted at Angelo’s with all the basketball guys. Waited for the bus with Keisha and we both needed to pee hella bad. It was hella funny, we were both acting hella dumb (x Got...
I’m just not enough for you anymore huh? Everything I do doesn’t seem to meet your expectations anymore. You listen, but you don’t remember. You don’t keep what I say in mind. The things I say to you comes in one ear and out the other. For a person like you, I know you think a lot. I know you think about everything, nothing ever leaves your mind, but I don’t think you...
GEEEEEEEZ.
You need to check yourself. Fix yourself. Arrange yourself. Adjust yourself. Or something cause you’re not cute right now… o.o
De-Lor | Beautiful Life
This song changes your...
Note to self.
Giving up my lighters. I gotta get focused. I gotta have the mind I had two years ago.. Stay my ass above the influence unless there’s a party. Asdfghjkl; doing this for the better. I can’t always depend on mary to solve my problems. gbvndukwairefchniasocowmifaeh fviugbfr ndvao;wvnoiwenvc I can do this.
I miss you. I can’t stop thinking about you. I keep hoping that you’ll talk to me. I just miss your voice. I miss how we were. I miss the sweet and cute things. I even miss the arguments we had. I miss everything. I wish I had it all back, but I can’t.
February 10, 2012
Today was a good day. Well the majority of it was great, I made first cut for softball <3 4th period - came late, the cute guy that sits next to me was messing around with me aha. 5th period - volleyball with some girls from the team and some guy friends. I loved it, it made me smile the whole time I was playing it(: Brunch - went to look for the list, didn’t find...
He's always saying nice things that makes my day...
B: Do you have a boyfriend?
: Noo
B: Wow I guess they don't see what I see
I just remembered on Friday when you & me walked right past each other close enough that we almost bumped. I turned the corner & we both looked at each other & then looked right away. I had a feeling we both wanted to give each other a mean smirk like we always would aha, but nah nothing happened. During lunch after walking up the stairs, I saw you standing near my locker talking to a...
johnyr:
Perfect Timing
February 3, 2012
Today was alright. 1st period seemed fine, but right when 2nd period bell rang, I felt so moody. I felt so tired and… well just tired. Didn’t feel like talking or anything! Brunch through 4th period went exactly the same as 2nd period. I don’t even know what was going on. At least when I was quiet, I did my work in every class.
1 - All the sudden I forgot what...
We were finally with each other today (: I’m shy, but you seem 10x more shy. I don’t like that, but it’s whatever aha. Past week or so, we’ve been talking about hanging out during school, but we never really did cause I always avoided you since I was shy haha. Oh geeeeez, im funny. I knew you were walking behind me after school, but I kept walking with my friends anyway....
February 2, 2012 I couldn’t stop thinking about you all day. Maybe it was cause I listened to the same song repeatedly throughout the day. I dont know. I always listen to this when you appear on my mind. Honestly I miss you, but I dont want to talk to you. I miss how things between us were before. You were the reason I fell asleep with a smile and woke up with a smile. Now all I ever fall...
February 1, 2012
Today was okay. It’s same as every other day anyways -__-” 1 - nicknames with Christina & Nina are too funny! x) Christina’s either Curtain or Young Spitz. Nina’s Young Skipper & I’m not even sure what I am. J-Dawg or Young Chubs, shit idk. But I’m gna make them give me a new name. That reminds me, I forgot to called YoungSkipper back...
I hate those half second piece of crap one arm hugs, but it’s okay I don’t really care. Lol, unless it’s from someone special. I love those big hugs that just instantly makes you smile. I’m not talking about long… boring … hugs that couples do lol. I’m talking about the ones where they pretty much run up to you or jump on you. The ones that they’ll...
January 2012
I wna be away from here for a few nights.
I just feel better when I’m away sometimes. Especially when I’m cruising around the city seeing different things. Different streets, different places, different everything. Even if it’s same problems, at least I’m somewhere different. No wonder why some people run away.
Limitless
That movie is interesting. It’s partially true cause you know in real life, you’ll damn near get killed for drugs.
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I like this remix. It’s less sad and more of...
I feel bad
for the friends that are trying to move on. Some of them don’t even bother, but some of them tries to talk to other guys. They only talk about the new guy when I ask. And usually when a person is happy, they will always want to show it. They just want everyone to know they’re happy. So if she really liked the dude, she’d tell me about him whether I ask or not. She’ll post a...