February 2, 2012
I couldn’t stop thinking about you all day. Maybe it was cause I listened to the same song repeatedly throughout the day. I dont know. I always listen to this when you appear on my mind. Honestly I miss you, but I dont want to talk to you. I miss how things between us were before. You were the reason I fell asleep with a smile and woke up with a smile. Now all I ever fall asleep with is a heavy chest and clobbered mind whether youre talking to me or not. We can’t have a descent conversation now a days and it just hurts to crave for it you know. I mean, I dont want you, but I miss you. Is that even supposed to be fair? Idk, my feelings are just never sure with you.